Convo with my friend.
callmelinny123
Aug 15, 2007
I know that he is never going to read it, but still... I guess this might just show how much I happen to like this one person. I just wish that for once, he'd feel the same... How great it would be if he just felt for me the way I feel for him...
"my friend" (9:06:54 PM) : whenever i think of going out with anyone like who i like who i want to be with at THAT moment who i love who i want to be with forever and ever and never see hurt broken and who i never want too leave me or anything. i think of him and its sucks and it hurts ME the he will never feel the same...
kabOOmtastic (9:11:17 PM) : Yeah, I get you. And no matter how much you try and supress the feeling, you just can't. Cause it's just too much. You want over it so effing badly, but you know that you just can't. Then once you're already hurting about the fact that you can't keep the feelings away, you're also stuck with the knowledge that they just can't return the feelings...
kabOOmtastic (9:15:15 PM) : Exactly... But then you know in the back of your head that there's no point in wishing and dreaming, that it's just better to wake up and move on, but the part that wants him is just too strang to let that feeling go. You know that he's never going to actually be there, but there's that little chance that they do that just might keep you going. And no matter how hurt you end up over him, you just WANT him like no other. It's just unfair. And it hurts so much...
